||[Jun. 16th, 2003|11:59 am]
i often think about just giving up on miranda. she doesn't want to get me involved and doesn't seem willing to budge on it. but i'd gladly get involved in it just so that i could be involved in her life. i think of things to say while here, while i have time to think of how i'd properly word something. but whenever i'm around her i can't even walk well, so how am i to express myself and convince her that now would be the best time for try? once it happens there's no way that we could ever be involved without me getting involved in that, ever. so now is the best time, the only time.
but how do i say that to her? how do i say that to her when we're working? how do i say that to her when we're working and that's the only time i get to spend with her?
we'll find a way through
though our troubles seem big
and our future seems bleak.
in this union that we hold together
the seemingly mighty will fall
and the darkest night will shine.
who ever does something for the wrong reasons
the right reason for me are my own
are the only way i'll ever know to lead this life
the sole path for me to follow will be tread by myself
i got a lot of stuff like those, i really should work on them and finish at least one. my trying to word them perfectly always skrews them up, it always sounds best when it first pops into my head.